.Friday, April 30, 2010@10:28 PM.
Soon, my time will be yours
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Exams!!! Shit, somehow i don't think i can finish all revisions... I think time isn't really going to be on our side. Time to prepare, just about 2weeks before end of MYE, and about 3 weeks plus to 'O' level MT paper. Whatsmore, after MYE, there's MT intensive!!! dammit...
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So anyway, Let's post for yesterday and today.
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29.04.10
Had Eng Paper today, argh! Thought i will die (touchwood-.-'') but survived through it somehow. Not sure how badly done, but let's just hope for the best shall we? :)
So, After Eng paper, started to feel a bit giddy, and unwell... Seriously unwell, not sure why till i got home, when i've just gotten a fever, plus the flu is somewhat bad. Felt like dying already, wonder how i'm gonna take the MT paper tmr... ugh!
Ate some medicine and started feeling the side effects of it, drowsiness... slept and then wake up continuously for umpteen times.
Torturing...
Wanted to Chat with Joker, but in the end dozed off due to my drowsiness (Darn, she must have been upset again...)
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smile always(: -No matter whatever i;ve done, and how i treat you, i want you to know that i still love you.****30.04.10Woke up at 6.30am and checked my temperature, still ok... But head hurts like hell and my nose is killing me... Kept thinking that i couldn't go for the Chi paper... Sms-ed Joker and she somewhat forced me to go.Chiong-ed out of my bed at 7.10 and wrote a note on a paper to tell my popo that i decided to go to school last minute.So, i saw Joker on the lrt, but can only smile as i was feeling very giddy.(makes me feel like i'm ignoring her >.<>Reached sch and took the papers, Paper 1 was quite ok, but Paper 2 -.-'' D-I-E! Rawr! Nose bled halfway through paper 2, but was fine. lol... Must be see some girl lah ._. jk.Felt like fainting at first after Paper 2... Can't help it. However, in order to hand in the CCA forms, i had to go home and get it, then return to school.Reached back at school, hand in the forms and went to the library to find some ppl there. Stayed for a while before heading back home.BUT! When i reached home, i felt better after taking an afternoon nap.So, now felt much better.All in all, have to thank Joker, i understand why she forced me out of bed to take the exam, just worried for my academic results bah. Thank you Joker, I love you.*****Sorry that i actually lost my temper...
It's just that i feel that you wont tell me some things,
but i know the problem is with me,
I did not pay enough attention to you...
I made you feel like i care less compared to last time,
I made you feel upset from the empty promises made...
Sorry...(even though i know it will not change anything by just an apology)
smile always(: - I swear, all i want is to spent time with you... Please understand me.
