.Wednesday, July 29, 2009@11:25 PM.
Simple post for now, as it's very late now... i don't know why i'm just not aslp, but it seems likes i've got just too many questions in my head... i feel troubled... even my friends asked me that question, but i've got no answer...
this post is just all my questions. Ignore it all u want.
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I Ponder :
That...
- Why isn't life simple enough so that complications do not occur?
- Why is it that stress is so dangerous, but yet the one that gives us the drive?
- Why does it seems that i feel that as though i've just lost my heart, when i've yet to give it to you?
- Why do you have to feel so bewildered?
- Why is it that i'm so devoted that i'm even able to give everything i can to the only one?
- Why does it seems like i'm always playing the good guy when being a bad guy seems less troubled?
- Why did you have to deny the fact that ... ...
- Why is it that when i think things go my way, i just don't feel that it really did go my way...
- Why do i always feel empty inside when people around me does give me love?
Why?
My questions unanswered, my mind bewildered...
Filled with doubt, even though everything seems so loud...
Unable to realise our love, your answer's undertermined...
Still unable to rise above, even with those words i mean...
Facade content i portray to all, in contrast, my heart's enduring...
My resilience i possess, unafraid to fall, even in doubt, i've always been waiting...
Despite each and every downfall, i've given myself a chance to prove...
In spite of the long run overall, awaiting your answer, is what i'd choose...
smile always(:
- where's the trust, it seems to be lost, i want it back
