.Saturday, January 23, 2010@9:50 PM.
It hurts everytime u do that,i've been trying to accept, and i'm still trying.
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Had remedial lessons today, maths, then bio.
Played 1 round of pool in school after remedial.
Ate kfc for lunch.
Played b.ball with usual people.
Not to forget,chatted with joker before her training.
Played till 5+ before heading home.
Went to the market with my sis to buy dinner.
Came home and watched tv with dinner bought.
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So that was all that i've done today, nothing much.
Today post was totally emotionless, cause i'm feeling moody now.
Shall get over it soon.
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I think i'll just wait till next week to post a more hyped-up post.
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Sometimes, i am able to read what u are thinking,(It's sometimes)
sometimes, i'm left in the dark.(there are reasons, i know)
Sometimes, i could feel how you feel to me, from what you are doing.(I trust you)
But sometimes, i felt coldness, pain as though a stab in my heart.(I agree i'm sensitive...)
Ever did i make you doubt me, question, and i'll say.(Don't want you to doubt me)
Ever did i made you unhappy, tell,and i'll do it the right way.(Don't want you to be upset)
I wished i could prove to you that i do love you.(I still don't think i did)
Through effort and actions to show that its true.(How?)
Seeing you, your smile was all that takes to brighten me.(Even your laugh through the phone)
Your presence i'd miss, you, i'd yearn to see.(Thinking of you, even at the most unexpected times)
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-Looking at my phone and thinking to myself, "why hasn't she replied?"
-*hears nothing after countless hellos* Wondering, "here it goes again... sigh..." heart dampened
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smile always(:-Not heartbroken, neither pissed. just a pinch of pure sour-ness
