.Friday, April 2, 2010@2:26 PM.
Alluring was your touch with grace,
needed was your embrace.
Addicted to your scent,
stuck to your hand.
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4months of school it has been, had things gone well? Wished it was ain't it?
My days in Sec 4 since the start of school has pretty much been the best.
Friends around me, and a girl i've never thought i would have. She was great.
Time flew so fast. Everything fun just seem to past with a blink of an eye, now they were history. Times are different and people change, friends are there for us, but not all are always there for us.
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Over these few months, i've learnt many things in life. One of which is that i get to know very much more about people around me, i've learnt who are they to me. I'm very much grateful.
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Emotions. What do you think they are? Merely a trick played by the brain to allow us to act accordingly? Or is it just there, a feeling of what we think of? It's subjective. Who is controlling who? The brain controlling us, or is it us controlling it?
Negative feelings are common, examples would be jealousy, sadness, melancholia and where our hearts get stabbed hard as though shredding into tiny remains-Heartbroken.
If we are strong enough, we could be emotionless, which is, we could control how we feel. Oh, how i wished it was possible.
Positive feelings would always be what we could experience. Joy, laughter, the sense of security and the cupid's power-love.
How cool is that!.(dream on -.-'')
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Just something in my head, i shall just post it.
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Haven't you realised love is such powerful thing that it can make someone utterly depressed and feel like they would rather rip themselves apart than to feel such pain and agony of the broken-hearted?
Scenario1:When 2 people come together happy at first, but soon, the devoted one would always be the one at loss, in the end, the Mr/Mrs. Devoted will fall into the world of love's torment.
Scenario2: 2 lovely people come together both with great devotion towards each other, they had the futuristic view of a happy ending. However, obstacles for them are great in difficulty, filled with complication and sacrifices. And in the end, they met with 1 obstacle, impossible to overcome. Thus, ending up in separate ways again...
Why must such pain be brought upon this, masking love's evil with such wonders and pleasures that we are all allured to it...
But i know, what we need is faith and trust.
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Ok, well... So here's the REAL post.
1.04.10Welcome to April! How i wished it's still in January now -.-'' It's too fast, or maybe not fast enough... I want 'O' level to come quick! The faster the better it is, so all the torment can finally end!!
Oh oh! what's the good thing, it's that tmr's a Public Holiday!!! Woo! It's Good Friday, a Very Good Friday(NO SCHOOL!! :D)
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Lessons were still the same lifeless... and nothing much happened, other than lectures by our Geog Teacher, like again?0.o but i understand what she wants... But i do pay attention in your class. :)
After that, Maths!!! Mdm Chong's absent, Woohoo!!! 3 periods of free lesson!! Once in a lifetime joy. Stayed back to get SS worksheets. The classroom was swarming with people from 5Ns and 4Es -.-''...
Wanted to meet joker at Lot after that, but i can't make it early enough. So she headed back home.
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Went home and used com. Chatted with Joker and Slept.
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2.04.10Pig, i think i'm one now ._. What i mostly do is Eat and Sleep... Woke up at 10.40am today... ate breakfast and watch some tv programmes.
Joker sms-ed me just now saying she's near my area, and it was a SCAM! RAWR!
Make me happy for a while... It's not April fool also.-.-''
Lots of homework to be completed, Maths, Eng, Chi, and many many more. Tired!~~
Lessons tmr, but i think sat lessons are quite fun though. much more relaxed rather than having some dumb stupid curriculum time where reccess is at 9am and after that no lunch till 3.30pm!? Curse that time-table!
Can't believe i still haven't started on my homework and any revisions... Shall do it soon.
Signing off~
:D
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I came to realise that when things have gone too well, it's never a good thing... It's just weird why are the obstacles between us just almost impossible to overcome, even though we did. But i fear there may be even worse obstacles, i will fall in desparation...smile always(:-Sometimes, being too open has it's cons...
